Journal entry #1

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May 17 2005

I'm not really sure how to begin this so I'll just kind of empty my brain onto the screen. If things sound a little random, bear with me. Sometimes I wonder about what peopel mean when they say "the real world". Most of us live pretty sheltered lives so I don't think you can really call that the real world. In fact, only a few people actually experience "the real world" in their lives. Some of these people, I think, are soldiers. I think this is true because they actually experience the worst of humankind. They see what really lie beneath the carefully erected facade we live behind. Most ordinary people rarely get a glimpse of what life is really like outside their offices and cubicles and insignificant jobs. Because most jobs are really insignificant on the grand scale of things. The people who make a difference in the world would like to believe that they have made a huge dent in the grand scheme of things, but maybe they haven't. people look for meaning in their lives and some are really dissapointed when they seemingly find none. But what if they've just missed their purpose, their place in the grand scheme of things. Hmm.......

i haven't slept in days......don't tell the world I'm an insomniac!

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